“More than human hands”

When I’m with the Eucharist, my mind clears and I can focus on what Jesus has done for me. I become aware of His suffering on the cross. I look to the crucifix and can feel His pain. I glance at my hands and see no scars and I am thankful for my blessings. Without weekly Mass, I begin to drift from His love and my heart becomes cold to God's children. 

Hearing the priest say, "Blessed are you, Lord God of all creation, for through your goodness we have received the bread we offer you: fruit of the earth and work of human hands, it will become for us the bread of life." And then, "Blessed are you, Lord God of all creation, for through your goodness we have received the wine we offer you: fruit of the vine and work of human hands, it will become our spiritual drink." 

The words, "human hands" draws me into becoming part of Holy Communion because I am human and a sinner. 

When the priest says, "Behold the Lamb of God, behold him who takes away the sins of the world. Blessed are those called to the supper of the Lamb,” This is the invitation I have been waiting for! This is the ultimate call to allow Jesus into my life. 

But wait, I am a sinner and I should not be offered grace. Then I say, "Lord, I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed." My soul is healed. I open my heart and receive Jesus. Very quietly, and without boast, I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. 

Adoration is my time to be with my friend. I am able to talk to Jesus face to face, as if we were sitting at the supper table, just the two of us. Me, humbled and honored, thanking Him for everything. And then I become quiet and listen. I listen for the guidance and grace He gives. My eyes "well up" with tears as I feel His love for me warming my soul. This helps me through my struggles until the next time we are together.